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Muscle dysmorphia

Bila aku complaint aku terasa kurus dekat parents aku, ayah aku akan cakap, ‘biarla kurus, janji sihat’.

I know he’s right though.

Tadi aku terbaca fasal aneroxia. Dan rupa-rupanya ada reverse aneroxia ~ yang merujuk kepada situasi seseorang itu terasa dirinya tidak cukup berisi dan berusaha ke arah itu.

Waktu Hafidz ada tadi, aku baca depan dia petikan dari wikipedia (page ini).

Those who suffer from muscle dysmorphia tend to hold delusions that they are “skinny” or “too small” but are often above average in musculature.

‘I’m not delusional right?’ aku minta kepastian dari Hafidz. I am underweight (which is according to BMI…. (menyemak BMI), I am .. er .. 18.9 which is considered normal weight sebenarnya. Damn. I might be having this ‘reverse aneroxia’. Agaknyalah, tu sebab terasa tidak bermaya dan tidak bermotivasi. That is baad.

Well.. admittance is the first step of recovery.

Oh, on a totally different subject, sekarang ni library di Durham buka 24 jam. Kena gi try ni. I mean, kena gi try pergi time-time pukul 3-4 pagi. Should be a nice experience.

And on another similar subject of Amri the nightcrawler (that’s who I’ll be in X-Men), ada ternampak poster Midnight Walk di Durham, charity walk for 10km around Durham, tapi sayangnya hanya terbuka pada wanita sahaja.


2 Responses to “Muscle dysmorphia”

  1. WaReMoN says:

    Kalau ang punya BMI jelas kurang dari nilai optimum, maknanya ang x mengalami simptom Muscle Dysmorphia la ;)

    Aku rasa sindrom ni hanya utk org yg dah dlm range ideal weight/overweight, tp nak naikkan berat lagi sbb nampak kurus..nampak kurus tp ideal weight amat berlainan dari nampak kurus dan underweight (which is you?)..oleh itu jgn risau aa :D

  2. Mahadi says:

    weh… p library buat apa??? curious tul la

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