Pagi Hari di Durham

I’m back. Mendarat di Lapangan Terbang Newcastle, aku dapat lihat ketulan ais ditolak ke tepi jalan, tanda salji turun. Well, I’m back. It does mean that I’ll be writing more again. But perhaps I’ll be as usual, or perhaps I’ll be more metaphoric. Who knows.

Just to start my Thursday morning (it’s 5.59 am now)

I
Caught in between two worlds.
Separated by miles apart
in a sleepless journey.

II
Come on mate.
Just because you know it will hurt to say goodbye later,
it doesn’t mean that you should run from it immediately.
How about cherish every moment you have,
and when time come for you to go separate ways,
say goodbye and be happy to see each other again.
You deserve it for yourself,
and they deserve it as well.

III
Maybe two is better than one. And I did say ‘maybe’.

IV
Yes, something is better left unspoken.
But I never know how long my time left.
And I am curious.

V
Sorry for giving such an impact.
But the decision had been made.
If there’s a future being twisted,
and the dreams will come true,
we’ll live it.
At the moment,
I’ll ponder over this sea,
and you don’t have to miss me.

VI
I am rebellious.
You know that.
Saying ‘no’ makes me wanting to..
wanting to..
cry.

VII
We had already sails our separate way.
You had already destroyed the good thing we had built.
Now I just want to put a good ending,
coz I still care about our kids,
and they do deserve it.

VIII
What if it is a repeated history?
Built up with love,
but ended up with us being not ready.
If it is good for the time being,
I’ll take the chance,
and if the time repeats itself,
I’ll be ready.

IX
I look upon your faces
And I heard your dreams and wishes.
I will try to make it come true,
but this is the thing I’m doing it for me,
and please love me still,
for those dreams of yours are delayed.

X
Let it be a new beginning,
and I’ll look over pictures of you to give me the strength,
to go through.

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