Archive for January, 2009

2 hari lagi


2009
01.16

Flight

2 hari lagi balik semula ke UK. Abah asyik memperingatkan takut-takut tersalah tengok tarikh. Aku dah janji untuk jumpa Dekan School Maths terlebih dahulu hari Isnin dalam pukul 3.30pm. Pastu flight aku Penang ke KL lepas Maghrib. Ada lah dalam 2 jam camtu kat KLIA. Sudah target untuk makan burger black pepper kat Burger King. Hari tu dah rasa prosperity burger. Tapi nak lagi. Biasalah, manusia tak pernah cukup kan..

Discharged

Mak aku dah keluar wad semalam. So far so good. Hopefully she’s getting better.

Pumpkin Race

Esok cadang nak gi melawat bebudak tuh sekali lagi sebelum balik. Diorang ada kelas ganti. Tapi kena gi 2-3 jam jer la sebab nak kena balik sambung buat kerja. Before that, let’s reminisce..

Zali dan Awin bertindak sebagai mentor mengajar anak-anak buah diorang sebelum performance task. Esok aku try amik video dari cameraman ari tu. Budak sekolah itu jugak. Rajin-rajin aku upload youtube.

Salah satu cabaran dalam Pumpkin Race waktu kumpulan Final 5.

Gambar yang direquest oleh Kak Dijah. Mahadi, kaler hijau ini bolehkah? Wah, mana aku rajin nak perhaluskan rumput-rumput itu.

Hospital Pantai


2009
01.14

First of all, saja boh tajuk hospital pantai. Mana tau in future ada orang search dalam google, bleh jumpa post ini.

Secondly, mak dah selamat dibedah. Kena tengok 2-3 hari lagilah baru boleh conform macam mana.? Harap-harap okeylah. Hospital swasta, cepatlah dia buat. Petang kelmarin (kelmarin is yesterday for Kedah ppl) gi check, scan. Buat scope hari ini. Terus masuk bedah. Dalam sejam setengah. Sekarang tengah rehat kat hospital. Aku balik rumah untuk rehat kejap. Japgi tukar shift dengan ayah aku waktu malam untuk tunggu mak.

Thirdly, benda yang tak berkaitan dengan pembedahan. Zeah!! Semalam aku mimpi Claudine (Sapphire Elia dalam Britannia High). Bleh tak aku berfirt-flirt dengan dia. Haha.

[Posing bersama x-roommate KMPP Ali dan Fariz, dan jiran sebelah KMPP Dzul. My sister called it pose ala-ala kat London sebab mengada-ngada lepak atas rumput macam itu - sebab waktu gi London, aku suruh mak ayah aku untuk duduk atas rumput. Kak Nur pun kena jugak. BTW, gambar telah diedit supaya rumput lebih hijau. Oh ya, Kak Dijah, lepas saya menangkap gambar ini, Kak Khalidah dan kak saya sibuk nak pose macam kitorang jugak, nak tengok ke gambar pose ayu my sis and Kak Khalid?? Hehe, saja tease dulu]

All Over Again


2009
01.13

Wanna express myself of Pumpkin Race. But I’m incapable of doing that. Still missing them. Really hoping to see them before I fly again.

Yusran YM’ing me last 2 weeks (if I’m not mistaken). He said, ‘hope you got what you are looking for when you go back to Malaysia?’

I asked ‘hm.. what am I looking for?’, kinda forgot, especially after those people keep teasing of marriage and stuff.

‘You told me that you are looking for motivation’, he said, or typed actually.

‘Oh yeah’, I said, being dumb black I usually am. Dumb black, the word I used to make fun of myself, as me, Abg Tra and Kak Khalidah keep talking about how I have some affection towards dumb blonde. But me having black hair, so..

Anyhow, yes I think I regain my motivation back. By doing Pumpkin Race. It always reminds me of how cosy my life is; and how much of responsibilities I actually have. Not seeing it as a burden, transformed into a motivation. I owe to Pumpkin Race a lot; more than people are crediting me for making it happen.

On a different note, my tooth is fine. Actually it is caused by the vein inside. The dentist wanted to give me the ‘rawatan urat’, but it has to be done over 3 weeks, and I’m going back to UK next Monday, so cannot do ma.. I’ve already book an appointment for dental check up in Durham on 4th of February.

Other than that, mom is going to go under surgery tomorrow. Taking off the hempedu because there’re stones in it. That might be the cause of her feeling the burning sensation in her stomach. Me and my family (I know it should be my family and I, but the BSB used ‘me and my boys’ in The Call, so..) will figure out whether there’s problem with the stomach as well after doing the ‘scope’ (?) tomorrow morning.

[Gambar: The kids in one of the challenge]

Pumpkin Race 5 : The Report


2009
01.12

Mode: Sentimental

Pumpkin Race 5 abis hari Sabtu lepas. How does it feel? As sung by Sapphire Elia, the Britannia High star in Do It All Over Again

You brought light to the darkness
You brought rain to the desert
You got under my skin
Now I’m believing in myself again
You have changed my direction
So much love and affection
And I will keep you safe
So deep within
And given the choice I know I would
Do it all over again

Yeah, lebih kurang macam itu. I used the song for the background music for the video, not because it suits the mood of the race (which is vicious, quick and sometimes brutal) but it suits my mood currently.

A huge appreciation to my sis who’s doing those formal job of finding budget, making it run, finding crews; my bro-in law who had become a very supportive husband for my sister, my family; and Kak Khalidah, Awin and Zali, Form 6 crews, the students and teachers of SMK Labu Besar; my friends who show their support of coming to watch – Fariz, Ali, Dzul, Ina and Nasuha; and anyone I may forgot.

Whatever it is, thanks to the participants for making this year another enjoyable season for me to handle.

Have a lot of things to share, but I wanna keep it to myself, at least for the moment. With that, here’s the combination of short clips from Pumpkin Race 5

Pumpkin Race 5 – Day 1


2009
01.08

6.06 pagi. Hari ni hari kedua. Aku cadang nak bangun awal tapi tak terbangun dek kerna keletihan.

Awin, Zali dan Kak Khalidah join sekali untuk Pumpkin Race semalam. Overall, first day was tiring and less motivational for everyone. I blame the fact that we started around 3pm, and finished by 5.45pm (for contestants) and 7.00pm for mentors. Dah petang, energy kurang.

Hopefully today would be better:)

Bukan gigi bongsu


2009
01.06

Aku ke klinik gigi tadi. Baru aku terperasan yang dalam lapan bulan aku di Durham itu hari, dah lebih 5 kali aku gi klinik/hospital untuk urusan gigi. Sekali gi klinik swasta untuk buat appointment, sekali lagi untuk tampalan. Sekali untuk buat checkup first kat hospital, sekali untuk dapatkan nasihat nurse, sekali untuk cabut gigi bongsu. Anyway..

Lepas doktor tu mengetuk gigi gigi aku, baru aku sedar yang sebenarnya sakit tu datang dari gigi lain. Bukan gigi bongsu. Dia tampal. Tapi dia ada cakap yang perhaps problemnya dari gigi yang dah ditampal. Entah apa sebabnya ntah. Aku macam tahu, tapi malas nak share. Dia cakap aku banyak makan biskut. Agak la.. So lepas nih takleh makan biskut banyak-banyak. Atau lepas makan biskut mesti kena gosok gigi. Okay, I’ll do that.

[Sigh]

Google/Yahoo Search

Aku melihat-lihat statistik pelawat blog aku. Ada info tentang dari page mana diorang masuk. For example, dari blog Abg Tra, Naz dan Mahadi. Dan ada juga dari carian google/yahoo. Ada yang straight cari ‘Lutfi Amri’. Wah. Tapi yang bestnya ialah keyword berikut:-

Google Search: lintah bulan. Boleh tahan, hits no satu.
Google Search: nasi daging. Kat page kedua. Kesian orang yang cari resipi nasi daging. Dapat baca aku merapu jer.
Yahoo Search: gambar ikan haddock. Terpacul lah blog aku kat carian bawah-bawah sikit. Kenapa cari gambar ikan haddock? Kalau orang yang mencari gambar ikan haddock itu membaca, sila hubungi kawan saya Kak Khalidah untuk berbincang fasal ikan.
Yahoo Search: malu mahu sedap buka. Ish, mencari apa nih? Keluar jugak blog aku kat page no 2. Bercerita tentang Zeah yang mahu tapi malu; dan balik Malaysia boleh makan sedap; dan membuka blog Hafeez.
Google Search: cabut gigi kepala pening. Haha. Hits no 2 tuh:D Gigi gigi….

Prosperous


2009
01.06

Pos

Pejabat pos sangat lambat. Ramai betul orang nak uruskan ASB kat pejabat pos Merbok. Dahlah hanya satu kaunter. Hari ni komputer diorang offline. Bagus jugak sebab ramai orang yang nak uruskan ASB tak dapat berurusan (mode pentingkan diri sendiri). Jadi dapatlah aku bayar bil air dan eletrik. Tapi tak dapat pulak nak tuntut rebat minyak RM150 itu.

Hujan

Petang-petang selalu hujan. Aku harap tak hujan waktu Pumpkin Race.

Mengidam

Secret recipe dan pizza hut dah potong dari senarai mengidam. Apsal ntah, Pizza Hut paling best yang aku rasa waktu kat Bukit Jambul dulu. Sekarang dah takde. Anyway, sekarang ni aku terasa nak makan burger prosperity kat McD. Aku suka burger lada hitam. Kalau turun Burger King, aku sure akan beli.

Bongsu

Gigi bongsu aku sudah mula sakit. Sekarang nih belah kiri pulak. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa sakit. Gosok gigi dah 2 kali sehari. Sudah siap pakai listerine lagi itu hari (break sekejap dalam seminggu sebelum balik Malaysia dan seminggu selepas).

Tidur

Sejak balik USM, aku tido dalam pukul 9 malam hingga dekat pukul 7 pagi. So, aku tidak online, tidak appear offline dan tidak menjawab telefon. Tapi tengoklah, esok adalah hari yang hectic (meeting dengan bebudak Pumpkin Race pastu pergi amik Kak Khalidah, Zali dan Awin di USM). Tengok sampai pukul brapa aku mampu berjaga.

Road to the race


2009
01.05

So I’m in the mood of turning bad stuff into good stuff. Pumpkin Race 5 had created a drama itself. I assigned the crews to make a game for the race. Okay, lemme turn it into some 3rd party writing –

[Background music: Subtle]

Lutfi said, ‘This year, I’m gonna ‘privatise’ the game’, as he thought that he can give himself a break and he had already run out of idea.

Khalidah, his friend who is gonna be one of the mentor for the game said, ‘Are you sure that you gonna ask them to do all the thinking?’. Her concern was about how bad it may turn out to be. Giving such task for some students who never play themselves. Creating a game seems easy but how would it be up the standard.

‘Well, I think I’m having some faith in them’, Lutfi said confidently, thinking of how Pumpkin Race 4 crews managed to pull out some good stuff when they were given the same task.

~

[Background music: suspense]

‘Hello, have you found yourself a game?’ the same question asked by Lutfi through his landline phone. Some said yes, but with quite unpromising idea. But mostly, it was either the friendly operator asking to leave some message or an innocent answer of ‘no’. Innoncent? How could it sound so subtle while saying ‘no’. At least have some guilt, that was what been going in Lutfi’s head. He kinda wanna go outburst but he kept his stern voice.

He was too sleepy to think about it. He was feeling headache already seeing blank spaces next to the crews name. It is supposed to be filled with game’s name.

He called up his sister. Trying to be cool but he knew he did not. ‘Kak, can you please tell the crews tomorrow, if they do not have any game, it’s okay. I’ll tell them what to do’. Well, his sister know enough that he is not happy about it. And his ‘it’s okay’ might means some bad words which he usually won’t say.

~

[Background music: Some songs.., whatever]

Lutfi woke up today with lot of things in his mind. He went to the toilet and it was 6 am. He went back to his bed thinking it may be better to just sleep rather than feeling annoyed. But he could not. It was like his mind wanted to sleep but his brain cannot.

He finally woke up when a plan of a game suddenly came across his mind. Never lose the idea, he thought. He turn on the lamp, which he realized was the wrong one. It was the switch for the lamp in his room; not the living room where there is the book where he jotted down all of the ideas ‘unorganized’ly. For him, who cares if it looks awful. The implementation is what count. Let it look ugly on the paper but these kids do their work and make this program a success.

But the idea did not come much after that. He kind off throw his mind from this project? as he had to get back to his literature review writing. But it is not that easy. It is not that easy to think that the project is not even ready while there are only few days to go. He was numb.

It is not until late afternoon until he opened his planning book. Going through the slot that was still empty. Filling the blanks with ideas. Any idea. He made the call to some who he wasn’t able to reach last night.

‘Have you find yourself a game?’, the same question. He was expecting the same answer and his prayer was answered. No time to feel annoyed, he knew. He hung up the phone, and sat back. Opening the memory box of the past to seek for something to come out with. Thinking of some simple stuff to turn into something believable. Hm.. not that bad. He surprised himself to figure something out.

He made the call to the crew, using his current stern tone to tell them what to do. Sometimes including the word ‘please’ to show some politeness although he did not really meant it.

Time flew. Ideas were flowing. Now he got balloons in his head and he wanna pop it out – in the game. Yeah, throwing something to pop out he balloon seems like a simple idea. Making it harder by including this and that should sounds like fun. He called another crew and asked him to find stuffs needed for the game.

‘You asked them to think of their own, they don’t even know what kind of game that you want’, Lutfi’s mom said when he shared his lousy day.

‘Yeah,’ he admit, looking at the book – not so empty anymore. Now he knows that it will be fine this time. But he knows that the crews will need to do a lot, now that they let him down once.

Bzz


2009
01.05

Mood: Cranky even though not hungry (so you know how bad it is)

Everything is fine. Yes, Kak Khalidah. It will be, I know. Just feel a little bit annoyed. Nope, a lot.

Kalau Kak Dijah biasanya masuk surau lelaki untuk menenangkan fikiran. Eh, termasuk. I think I need to go and have some junk food. Burger prosperity itu sangat menggiurkan. Perlu diambil peluang secukupnya kerana takde burger prosperity di McD sana. Kalau ada pun, tak halal.

Oh, aiskrim semalam ada lagi. Perlu makan aiskrim bagi menenangkan fikiran.

Oh, agak geram sebenarnya dengan streamyx. Sebab masalah kabel ke Europe, semua website-website UK, dan US juga slow. Aku boleh menunggu habis satu lagu untuk dapatkan satu journal (maybe a bit exaggerating but who cares?).

Sudahlah. Tetiba terasa nak pergi berenang mengapung di atas pelampung dekat taman tema air.

Yeh Mahadi, otak kacau walaupun kat Malaysia. Camna tuh?

Stern


2009
01.03

Pumpkin Race 5

Semalam meeting dengan crew Pumpkin Race. They gotta prove me that they are better than the previous crews. Setiap tahun, kitorang memang buat buff aka kain yang ikat kepala macam survivor tuh. Tahun ni, crew kitorang anak tukang jahit. So dia ada banyak perca-perca kain. Semalam, lepas lunch, aku, kak aku, Kak Khalidah dan Own (bekas anak murid kak aku) gi jengok kedai kain tuh, crew berkenaan duk potong kain songket untuk dijadikan buff. Wah, buff paling posh pernah dihasilkan. Impress.

So far, senarai crew yang bukan kalangan warga sekolah ialah Kak Khalidah, Awin (x-KMPP, BSc UMS, MSc USM) dan Zali (Debat USM) yang berjaya aku pujuk suruh join jugak. Katanya Fariz dan Ali (x-roommates aku waktu kat KMPP) nak datang melawat. Ina (x-Bio USM, The Mole S1, S3) pun nak try-try turun dengan Nas (x-Bio USM, The Mole S1).

Stern

Agak penat jugak. Dah dua malam aku tido right after Isyak sampai dekat 7 pagi. Mood: stern se sternnya. Mahadi, sorry for sounding harsh last nite.

[Gambar: Anak menakan aku, Afnan dan Najla duk khusyuk bermain DS]