Cry

2009
01.29

Tema hari ini ialah : Let make the girls cry. Kejamnya aku.

I made at least 2 girls cry today. Not sure if the third one cry or not. I guess nope, but I’ve kinda hearing Kak Khalidah’s voice of saying, ‘bolehlah buat macam tu..’.

At least 2 girls cry in a day – anyone STILL thinking that I’m that innocent? [Mode separa jiwa kacau]

Anyway, I’m gonna tell you ONE of the crying girl.

Aku pergi train station. Baru aku tahu yang Arni pun nak balik jugak hari ni. Balik Brunei. Aku sentap. Mahadi (selepas diberitahu) juga sentap. Takde angin, takde ribut.. (metafora jer, angin tengah kencang kat luar nih). So, kiranya Arni balik sekali dengan Zeah la. Whoa, that’s a shocker.

Aku pernah sembang dengan Mahadi. Waktu kat USM dulu, tak terasa sangat bila kawan-kawan blah sebab senang nak jumpa. Boleh jumpa lagi. Masih dalam kemampuan selagi mahu. I feel bad when matrix years ended – but now I’ve realise how I can still cherish the moments. Jumpa Ali, Fariz dan Dzul ari tu is one of the example. Tak lama, but sweet.

I had a breakdown when I said goodbye to Ken (my host bro in Japan) as well as Tahir and Chris (when I finished my Masters). Coz knowing that it’s not gonna be easy to meet them again. I’ve been wanting to go to Japan again to meet Ken. But, it is not an AirAsia away. Met Chris last year on graduation. Too bad we didn’t spend time together.

With Zeah (Arni said she’s coming back), I was feeling sad as well. But I keep telling myself – now I got a reason to visit Borneo. If Zali stays there, I can visit him and then go to Brunei to meet my fellow Durham friends. If I’ve been given chance of still breathing on earth and have appropriate money, InsyaAllah. It’s just an AirAsia away.

The train is coming, and I sung to Zeah the Sapphire Elia’s song – Do It All Over Again; the same song I used for Pumpkin Race.

Zeah’s tears coming out when I reached the chorus. I feel bad for singing the song.

I walked home after waving goodbye in the blurry of haze.

Hm…

Video Around The World oleh Aqua, tiada kaitan dengan entri. See Mahadi, yang ni baru ler betul-betul takde kaitan.

19 Responses to “Cry”

  1. khalidah says:

    wah boleh lah macam tu… yes I’m saying it

    u mentioned bout three gurls cried coz of u,
    First: Zeah,
    Second: Arni ke? (random guess since she also going back)
    Third:?

    just wondering…

  2. Lutfi Amri says:

    Sorry Kak Khalidah, takleh discuss kat public.

  3. MAHADI says:

    what about if i say the number is around 3, em… 4 or maybe more. Would u give a darn… Heh…

    Mana bleh takda kaitan, duk crita pasai jepun, borneo. air asia semua tu apa. Part of around the world what.

  4. alien mulut besar says:

    wah, sayu pulak rasa. kalau akak nangis baca entry nih, that will make it 4 kan? ehehe

  5. Kamilah says:

    Haluu.. I miss Zeah and Arni already.. sighh..
    at least ko sempat hantar diorang kat station.. I couldnt coz I have praticals! sighhh…

    ohh and i heard ada lagi yg nangis.. hehehe…

  6. nasuha says:

    Huhuhu agak tragis jugak la…
    but i think i know the 3rd one…huhu

  7. Lutfi Amri says:

    Crap Mahadi, I tried so hard to find unrelated song and still you correlate it. Ish ish. Learn it from you la bro!

    Kak Dijah, no 4, no 5, we’ll never know. He he.

    Kam, alaaa.. you are going back this July kan? Bleh jumpa diorang lg aper.

    Wah Nas… turut serta dalam pesta meneka:D

  8. MAHADI says:

    Len kali boh lagu Cry-Rihanna. Check tgk lirik dia, mmg tak berkaitan pun ngn hang. Haha..ironinya.

    Eh, ramainya yg ngada2 nk nangis =p. Em, seriously ada kemungkinan yang no 5 mengetahui berita ini dan mengatakan dalam atinya “kalau dia memilih aku sejak dulu lagi, kan tak jadi cmni”, lalu tersedu dan mengesat air mata yang deras mengalir. Hu…..

  9. Lutfi Amri says:

    Mahadi, memang aku cadang nak boh lagu Rihanna. Tapi dah la tajuk lagu tu pun ‘Cry’, lagu tu kan lagu tema kita dengan Zeah, Arni, Nurul waktu jalan2 Scotland ari tu. Lupa ke?

    Sentap Mahadi. Spekulasi!!

  10. Lutfi Amri says:

    Oh, Kak Dijah! Mahadi kata Kak Dijah ‘ngada ngada nak nangis’

    [Mode mengacom (=mengada-ngada mengadu, see: satu perkataan jer perlu digunakan kalau guna bahasa Kedah)]

  11. Kamilah says:

    HAHA.. yeahh yeahh jumpa lagi diorangg but yeahh masih lah jugak lah miss… esp being in the house and like every memory of them are there! haha.. oh welll…..

    okay let me see.. yg ade kat station siapa sja? Arni, Zeah (of course), Dijah, KakNur and you right? Sarvin ade ke? so all nangis lah? confuse aku korang ckp no4 lah no5 lah.. hahaha.. :S

  12. Lutfi Amri says:

    Kam, I didn’t make all of them cry la. Zeah jer. Anyway, ko budak-budak bawah umur. Tak perlu tau banyak2. Haha

  13. Kamilah says:

    elehh apa pulak nak buat alasan aku bawah umur ni eh? haha.. oh well, okaylah.. I accept.. hee I still wanna be youngg!! :P

  14. WaReMoN says:

    Oh..ramainya nak menangis~ farewell to Zeah and Arni, walaupun in reality aku x penah jumpa korg..yiehaa~~~ XD

  15. Lutfi Amri says:

    Yeah Kam and Fariz! That’s the spirit!!!

    P.S: I’m still young aper, baru 24.

  16. zeah says:

    Wah… siap kau buat dalam blog yea??? bangganya kau… ishh… hehe… eh im still young too… n feeling younger now that im surrounded by kids.. haha…. WaReMon.. thanks for the farewell wish… :D

    Kam… mish you too… hehe…..

  17. Nursyeff@rni says:

    Pembuka comment: Just wanna see macamana alien aku nih.. LOL

    BTw, it seems like ages dah x komen2 dlm blog kau ni lutfi.. Sorry la tak bagitau awal yg aku nak balik.. same goes to Mahadi, and even zeah n sarvin.. they didn’t know about it until the night before going to London and kau on the day itself.. XD satu pilihan yg memang men-tensionkan diri sendiri.. haha.. but hey I am glad I am back in Brunei and I can feel the spirit is slowly coming back..

    Ehh.. x nak ceta wat happen when u knew about me going home sekali ngan zeah ke? or we’ll just wait and see zeah’s blog lepas nih.. rugi la x ambik video of that moment.. yeahh aku memang “kejam”..=P

    Mahadi: sorry for my “devilish attitude” sepanjang keberadaan mu di Durham.. it’s all due to everything – tension+stress etc.. etc..

    Erkkkss.. meleretnya komen.. macam dah out of topic jer.. mintak ampun maaf tuan empunya blog..

    To waremon: tq, sama lah walaupun x pernah jumpa, but we’ll never know one day? hehe

    Lutfi.. x payah la nak mengaku muda XP

    Kam.. missing you already and all in #60 including PRs.. *sigh*

  18. Nursyeff@rni says:

    errkkks ya Allah, alien aku… LOL…

  19. WaReMoN says:

    Nasib baik aku register dalam WordPress, semata2 nak pakai gambar display sendiri..nampak pelik kalau pakai gambar alien tu, hehehhe~~ XD

    Tengoklah gambar Stormtrooper aku!!

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